I'm getting to a degree of laziness that i dont even want to write a blog because that means i have to sign in. Spring Break just happened, and it was below my expectations. Nobodys fault except for my own, my lack of want to be around people and hear about problems for hours, but when i want to talk about myself i feel like i shouldnt because its boring to them.i need to figure out whats important in my life and treat people better than i do, not that im mean or malicious but my standoffish attitude and just ignoring people. I hate the feeling of uncertainty in myself. it sucks. ALOT. and thats why i feel like when im with my sister she actually knows who i am so much that she reads my mind and is able to fix it. i only got to see her for four days which was definately not enough because she was traveling the country for Volleyball, so i occupied my time with community service events and painting her room. it took a full day but im super pleased with the way it turned out, a sea foamish green that turned out more like a sour mint color.
I'm glad i got to see my friends. saw a lot of that crazy bitch chelsea and slightly raged, pampered anna and drew sick mamma mia eyes on her knees after she got her laser eye surgery and was all fucked up on vicadin, watched half of starwars with haydz ,baked a cake with my nuche and told racist jokes, threw out eggs for the kids at the rec and hide them in the trees and watch the little shits jump. It was neat on easter morning at like 3:30 AM my dad set out clues in eggs for me to figure out but i was confused and my brain was jello that early so he just gave me my candy and lotto ticket and i went to the airport and slept in the confrence room at my moms work until my flight then got home and took an 8 hour nap. Why is it as soon as i leave theres an awesome earthquake? first i leave and miss all the floods, but not this?
ok BEST joke from my grandmas tasteless joke book... why did so many black men die in the war?
WHY?
Because when they screamed "GET DOWN!" all the black guys stood up and danced.
ahahaha thats a good way to end this.
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